I had a pretty good weekend. I really struggle to get out of this mental funk I have been in lately. I think it boils down to I am sick and tired of living in our house the way it is. But I guess I can't twinkle my nose and make it all done. I have tried. It didn't work. Mom always told me I could be anything I wanted but I guess a genie doesn't qualify.
Friday night Trenton stayed at Grandma's and we made another trip to Menards for more drywall and boards. I was starving by the time we got to Des Moines. We dicided to stop at Panchero's. I thought to myself, this is going to be a disaster! But was supprised when we got inside that they had a salad on the menu. The steak or chicken burrioto looked magnificent!! But I knew with the hand made tortilla and stuffed with rice it would be off the calorie charts. I ordered a salad with chicken, black beans, a little cheese and salsa. It was really good! Then when I put the calories into My Fitness Pal I was pleased to see it only had 238! That burrito by the way was 1098!!!! Glad I didn't let my eyes change my mind! We did a little furnature browsing and did agree on a paint color for our bedroom and left the rest as we agreed to disagree.
Saturday started out with Kickboxing. Always my favorite part of the weekend! The guys worked on getting the front, back and patio doors in while I packed up my kitchen stuff. It is going to be suppppper hard to make the next month work without eating shit food all of the time but I will do it! I went grocerey shopping on Saturday afternoon and then to a get together for a friends birthday Saturday night. The kids played and ran wild. I had my fair share of vodka & crystal light. It may be my new drink of choice! Sunday I didn't do much. Got my hair highlighted, few loads of laundry and took a nap. I have no motivation here lately, to do anything.
Monday is weigh in day. It sucked! I have been at 208 for two days and then I get on this morning and it says 211!! WHAT THE HELL!! I did not eat late in the day, I did not go over on my calories, but I gain 3 pounds!!! Yes this is VERY frustrating! I will do things one day at a time this week. All I can do is do my best and then move on. Goals for the week are clean food choices and lots of water. Guess I am going back to the basics this week.
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