F*** Society, I choose!!

So I have had a lot going on in my mind here the last few days. Mostly, living the life I want. Not living for societies idealistic thoughts of what a person should be. I WANT TO BE ME! Not the me that sugar coats everything, tip toes around thoughts,not the me that is constantly thinking about what others will think, the me that I really am. The me that is just me. I will do the things that I want because I want to. If I want a tattoo, I'll get it. If I want black nail polish, I'll wear it. If I want to be loud and obnoxious I will be loud and obnoxious. If I want to dance on the tables at the bar I will dance on the tables at the bar. Why? Because I shouldn't have top hide who I am to make others like or want to be around me. I am me and I will be me and they will like me for me. I like me! Sometimes one of the hardest things for me is getting past otheres thoughts. Life is not about what others think of you. Life is about enjoying yourself, family and friends. Life is not about keeping up with the Jones'. It is about setting your own goals, your own idealistic images. You don't need compare your journey to everyone elses. After all it is YOUR journey! As a young adult I was told by more than one family member that I would never amount to anything. Well I have spent the last 15 years proving those people wrong. I am a strong woman. I am independent. I have a magnificent career. I have an amazing family. I have become a leader when I used to be a follower. I have the bestest friends! Yes I love you all and you know who you are! I have good days and I have bad days. Don't we all? What I am saying is it doesn't matter what others think. It doesn't matter what someone else is doing or has done. We are who we are inside and no matter how hard we try we can not change that. If we just release the fear and treasure it...all we will have is happiness. So yes this morning my exact words to a friend of mine was "it's time to start living for me. Fuck everyone else and what they think. I want to be me. the real me. Not hide behind societies idealistic thoughts!" So this is me and this is what you can expect... I will give you the shirt off my back if you deserve it push me against a wall, disrespect me, and you will regret it to dance to be silly to have cocktails and campfires to do my best at what ever it is I am doing challenge me and you'll see the beast come out to prove you wrong mexican food could be on the menu daily and I'd be ok with that I could live in my yoga pants and sweatshirts or jeans and hoodies my son is my world loud music is a must long talks late at night mud sling'n tires on a big truck wrestling blowing shit up road tripping is a fav even as I get older I promise you I will speak the truth, if you don't want to hear it, don't ask! So be you! Only you can make the choice to change your life, only you have made the choices to get it where it is right now. It is yours. You choose. Happy Tuesday and KICK SOME ASS NODAWAY VALLEY BOYS at the state tournament today!!