I've been a little MIA lately. Sometimes it's hard to find time to blog and then when I do have time I'm not sure what to talk about. Last night we went to the local rodeo. Hmmm. It made me think about how I have not decided yet what I want to be when I grow up. I know I am almost 29 and I still don't know. But I want to try everything. I have said for many years that I want to barrel race horses. When I watch it being done it makes me teary. Yes I am a big baby and can cry at the drop of the hat about the stupidist things and watching barrel racing is one of those stupid things that makes me cry! The horses are beautiful and so powerful. Which brings up the number one issue...I'm a little aftraid of horse's. It's ok, you can laugh. They are so BIG! But I think it is time. I think it is time for me to come out of my shell, start going to my step dad's and start riding and getting comfortable, and to visit of course ;) So why have I waited to so long?? I have horses this close in the family. They ride in parades and do team shows and trail rides all the time!



I have a huge fear of the "f" word. Yes the "f" word...failure. I have always been afraid I wouldn't be good enough, I would look like a fool, I couldn't do it. I have at one point in my life been told all of these things by people near and dear to me. But I am done. I don't care what anyone else thinks of me or what I do. What counts is that I try. If I never try then I will always be wondering "what if." So no more wondering, just doing. My next step is to get on a horse. So dad and Teresa be ready to teach this girl everything, and I mean everything because I know nothing, lol.


On another note, I went for a run last night. At 10:30, it was beautiful out and I had a lot of frustration to get rid of. It was only a 2 miler but it helped, A TON!  I have told myself I am going to start running every day again. I know some people think that it is to much to do every day but that is when I have best results and when I feel the best! 

So tooddles for now! Have a great weekend!